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That special kind of feeling.

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 2:00 PM
My heart feels like it's fluttering but thats just me.

But, I thought I might as well get rid of that nasty journal post I made a while ago when I was angry and fill that spot with happiness.

Well, I'll try.

I want to thank everyone, everyone I've met over this year.

Dear gods people I don't think you understand what you've done for me.
We are still getting to know eachother but you've made me feel so much better about myself.

You've helped me get out of my shell that I've been in, I mean I'm still kind of in there but I'm starting to find what I really am.
I'm not the "super kawaii anime" freak that loved Japan with all of my heart that followed all the other fans just to fit in.
Yes I love anime, but there are other loves out there. The whole world is beautiful not just Japan, even my own country is beautiful and I want to make it even better!

You helped me realise I don't need to shape my likes to make friends and I don't have to have drama for people to pay attention to me.

You guys rock, honestly~!!!!


But, I've been doing good in school after just forgetting about those idiots at my school. I might even go to England to study during the summer!

Now I'm going to contemplat my life and listen to Nerdcore Rap.

  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: It's Pitch Dark-Mc Frontalot
  • Reading: Generation T: 120 ways to transorm your T-shirt.
  • Drinking: Water

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:icondarkfire75:
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I'm so glad we met too, Cat! I mean, wow, this year has been a rollar coaster of fun and (not so fun, in my case) times :D I really hope we can hang out more often soon, and if you go to England....I may have to hide in your suitcase XD

:heart: :hug:

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Austria: "PRUSSIA HAS OCCUPIED MY VITAL REGIONS!"
Others: "That sounded kind of lewd..."
:iconhuxaiu:
:D Yes! Not only did I get to meet you as the awesome person and have super fun times, but your fanfics as well~!
I hope we continue being awesome and get to see eachother soon, you're all healed so we can be crazy and dance!

If I do go to England I'm taking everyone in my suitcases. I don't care if I have to pay baggage fees.

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My imaginary friend is cooler than your imaginary friend!
:iconthe-sneaky-burger:
8D!!

I'm glad to have met you too! (assumes and hopes I was one of those people you were talking about, lol)

But I'm glad you have gone on a life changing journey this year! I'm glad you can more easily see the beauty in this world now <3


And I really hope you can go to England! I think traveling abroad is something everyone should do at one point in their lives! Good luck!
:icondarkfire75:
WOO! I wish you could come out to my house and just spend the night or something XD Living so far away in the same state sucks lol

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Austria: "PRUSSIA HAS OCCUPIED MY VITAL REGIONS!"
Others: "That sounded kind of lewd..."
:iconhuxaiu:
Of COURSE you were one of the people I was talking about!

Yeah, this year has just been a whirlwind of learning really, but in a fun way.

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My imaginary friend is cooler than your imaginary friend!
:iconthe-sneaky-burger:
Yaaay!

And Im glad! C:
:iconhuxaiu:
I think I could take a bus out there. I have a friend who would visit us for two days or so and take a bus back.

I would totally do it though, becasue epic adventures are always worth it!

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My imaginary friend is cooler than your imaginary friend!
:icontabikat:
I'm glad we met too, you're such a sweet girl and its always fun talking to you and we seem to get in the most humorous situations together! XD

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God sees everything but can he see why kids love Cinnamon Toast Crunch?
:iconxdavyn:
*hugs a million times, like epically* I am so glad to have met you too! I want to like...scoop you up and hug you forever!

I know meeting you guys has done a ton for me, too. I realized there are people out there who can think just as wildly as I can, and who see the world as beautiful and accept it. I always felt so weird around some people, because they don't see things in that way. Never forget that feeling of beauty in the world. It can help you through some of the hardest things.

Man, if you get the chance to go to England, take it! I really wish I had taken advantage of the study abroad at my college~

*hugs some more* Thank YOU for being the awesomeness you are! You're really quite fantastic, and I can't wait to hang out with you more~ Maybe once I get settled in my new job, I can get ingredients for cake and we can bake together!

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"Every country has its share of over-patriotic zealots, but ours take the cake."
-Georg Prime, Suikoden V

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