So you would think that items you place in your room would be safe generally. Well like cameras and video cameras. Not in my house apparently. Even when they are screwed onto their stand and covered by their case they are not safe.

Let me explain, I have a small video camera that I bought with my money a while ago. So I could film me and my friends being silly, hurrah!
I keep in on my burro (which is a mess). I keep it there, on a tripod (So it's screwed on) and has it's little fleece cover on it.

So my father comes into my room asking to borrow my camera so he can film some stuff and I'm kinda wary about it (for reasons). I tell him that there is a lot of stuff on it so there isn't a lot of space for him to really film. So what does he say?

"No there isn't"

Excuse me? Yeah there is, me and my friends going though the corn maze and some of my Aussie stuff.

"I took it and put it all on the computer, I was bored".

Oh YOU were BORED so you find it OK to go through MY camera and WATCH all the footage and then PUT IT ON THE COMPUTER AND DELETE IT OFF MY CAMERA!!!???

So I got angry and said that it wasn't freakin' cool and that No, he wasn't allowed to borrow my camera because If I did that to him he would be grinding my bones to make bread or whatever.

So my camera is totally empty. I'm glad I didn't work on my Fem-Aussie thing yet.

He comes back in saying her understood and that he would be angry too if I did that to him. Trying to make everything into a joke and starts talking about the cats to make him look funny.
Yeah, I'm still pissed. I don't hate you but fuck damn am I pissed.

I'm really ticked. Sorry for the rant.

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her. (Not hate, but I act all I don't care either way I 'crush' )
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public (I always seem to be the only one helping the old ladies with their grocieries).
[ ] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 3

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses.
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin"
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 3

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[X] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[X] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[ ] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[/] You’re an excellent cook. (I wouldn’t say excellent but I won’t burn the house down!)
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1.5

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[ ] You like making sexual innuendos.
[x] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs).
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2

Loli/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”. (I’m a good dork and I don’t shout Kawaii all the time, unless the situation TRULY calls for it.
[/] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc... (I used to)
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you. (BECAUSE ALMOST EVERYONE IS TALLER THAN ME, I love it :3)
Total: 4.5


FUUUUUU- I'm a freaking Loli/shota character god freaking Danmmit I wanted to be bad-ass! See, I can be bad-ass Hi-YA!! *punch*
Guess I should start wearing skirts now huh? *hangs head in shame*

Post a picture in my comments of what you think describes me when you think about what/who I am. Give no written explanation. Just an image.

Like, maybe whatever you think of first when you think of me.
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This should be interesting. That and I'm bored *passes out* I don't know why but when I go to school and come back I feel even dumber.

So, today is National Coming Out Day. As in, tell your parents you might just be a little gay.

This close *pinches fingers close together*

Ok, not really.

I don't even know what to call me, Bi I guess.
I feel safer with women, men make me want to run away and I just don't feel, I guess safe with them.
I've been confused about this for a long while, since middle school I would say but I've kept my mouth shut since I didn't have anyone to talk too.

My mother and father I guess, are open people. They would accept me if I was Gay, Straight, Trans, Bi, or Asexual. But, it doesn't mean I want to tell them. My mum I guess would be ok with it but my father would probably make fun of me (in his own way not in a mean way) but I feel too embarrassed.
But I think, what if I ever do get a girlfriend or something? I don't have to tell them but I would feel bad.

I told my mum it was national coming out day and she goes "have something to tell me?" I just ignored her and brought up another conversation.
Hurhurhur

She almost set me up with some guy and I'm glad she didn't I would have cried.

I mean the fact that I'm posting this here is a big leap for me. I just started to talk to my friends about this and even then it's hard for me.
*sigh*

I will one day, just not now. I'll think of how I'll tell them. S'not like I'll be letting them down or nothin'. They know there is a good chance they aren't getting any grand kids outta me LOL.

I should find someone to talk to about this, maybe it'll help me build up some courage.

I bet my parents know, they are sneaky and know things.

bastards lol.

My heart feels like it's fluttering but thats just me.

But, I thought I might as well get rid of that nasty journal post I made a while ago when I was angry and fill that spot with happiness.

Well, I'll try.

I want to thank everyone, everyone I've met over this year.

Dear gods people I don't think you understand what you've done for me.
We are still getting to know eachother but you've made me feel so much better about myself.

You've helped me get out of my shell that I've been in, I mean I'm still kind of in there but I'm starting to find what I really am.
I'm not the "super kawaii anime" freak that loved Japan with all of my heart that followed all the other fans just to fit in.
Yes I love anime, but there are other loves out there. The whole world is beautiful not just Japan, even my own country is beautiful and I want to make it even better!

You helped me realise I don't need to shape my likes to make friends and I don't have to have drama for people to pay attention to me.

You guys rock, honestly~!!!!


But, I've been doing good in school after just forgetting about those idiots at my school. I might even go to England to study during the summer!

Now I'm going to contemplat my life and listen to Nerdcore Rap.